I was going to say “everyone is happy” and mean it in a bitter way.
Then I was going to change it to “a lot of people are very happy”, still in a bitter way.
Some people are happy about aspects of their life, I’ve realised I can’t be bitter about it, or at least I shouldn’t be.
I try not to be, “I want to be happy too!” I am happy about some things, I have more happiness than a lot of people. I just, I’d like a little more perhaps. That’s selfish, but I’m human.
I should be thankful for what I DO have. Not be jealous of what I don’t.
I am jealous though.